Lost.

Today, Jer left for Missouri to attend the funeral of his uncle. He took my beautiful baby with him so that he could visit his grandmother. I am so lost! I dropped them off at the airport and I walked in with them to help Jer through the check-in. Of course, Andrew was waving at every single person we passed. Jer was more nervous about flying with him than me. I'm not sure why because Andrew has flown 2 or 3 times before. I think he was scared because I wasn't going to be there to bail him out if Andrew had a melt down. I gave Andrew a kiss and an extra long hug. I told him to be good for his Daddy on the plane; and that he would see his Uncle Michael as soon as he got to St. Louis. While I was excited at the thought of having a weekend without my boys, I am now sitting here wishing they were with me. It's a good thing they will be back on Monday AND my sister, Billy, dad, Parker and my cousin Samantha will be here this weekend because I can't handle all this loneliness. I do have my puppies.